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I was stupid, and the busy and high-heavy high school life had already put poetry and painting on the shelf. Once she told me in the letter, we said that our common friend in Guangdong, China, was struggling to chase. She, she refused him, but could not avoid his care and care. Once she wrote to tell me that her dad died when we were in junior high school Cigarette Cartons Wholesale. Now her mother has found another husband, but she has to marry the man's son Newport Cigarette Cartons. She said that others are very good, but not her ideal, she refused. Her mother married her, hated her, and asked her. She is under tremendous pressure, from her mother, to the whole family. I always doubt but dare not think about it. Is there any deep meaning in this, is there any hint to me? Although I really want her to like her very much, but I don��t think too much in other aspects, especially when I get married, I don��t even dare to think about it in the distant future. I still know how hard she is in high school. How lonely and helpless. But apart from a few comforts, apart from some of the things I learned in school, such as: "People must struggle, have ideals, and continue to learn", etc. What can I give her? I can help her with her. I always said that there are many words to tell me personally, but she only came back once a year Newport 100S Carton Cheap, and only stayed at home for a few days at a time, and there were always some foreign things that prevented us from meeting each other. Time passed by, the days of coexistence, the beautiful feelings Newport 100'S Cigarettes, the more beautiful, but also changed to some illusory, once again met, I have been admitted to a university in the north, separated for a few years, I really feel the time and space The distance to come. Her changes are great, and I am still a nerd. There is a gap between us. Although we work hard, it is difficult to talk about it, and the distance brought by this time is difficult to make up for. Sadly, I didn��t change her feelings with the slightest change. We talked while we walked. Suddenly I saw that China had come over. I smiled at him. He ignored me and put his hand on her shoulder, then glared at her. I suddenly felt dizzy and almost fell. But I stumbled to see her push the hand of China away and said: "Hua, old classmate, what a joke." I still stumbled to see the day of hatred from the eyes of China. I don't know how I went back, but I know that I drank a lot of wine, and I lost a lot of tears and I saw them together. But every time I was there, she always wanted to hide her relationship with China, but every time she wanted to cover up, I really didn't want to see them, but I often met them. Sometimes I also think why I didn't have a chance to meet her before. Maybe it was God's will, but I still deceive myself. I told myself that everything is not true. I still have not given up hope. I am still trying to do something to change what. But everything is too late. The news that they are getting married is coming out. Just the day before they got married, I came to the school where we lived together for a few years. On that day I traveled to every part of the school to collect all the joys and sorrows I had. Then came to the evergreen eucalyptus tree, silently using a knife to engrave me and her name on the banyan tree that witnessed us getting along. When I was engraved, I found that she was standing behind me, and her eyes seemed to cry. . You are happy!" I tried my best to say the only thing I could say. The voice was so small that I couldn��t hear her, but the tears flowed out. Then, we walked silently on the path of the campus. On, the slow moving step of recollecting the lost bits and pieces, my ability has been unable to change anything. The weather was very good that day, but I hope that there will be a heavy rain, and everything will be washed away without a trace. I didn't leave a trace and hurt me. I went back to school. I tried to change myself, but I couldn't forget her anyway. Although I knew that everything was no longer. I really hate myself, hate my own embarrassment, hate my incompetence. I often say that I have nothing to do, I have a nightmare, and every time I wake up from a nightmare, I really want to think about her. I feel like I am going crazy. One day, I changed my partner��s expenses. A ticket to the south. I know that all this is in vain, it is meaningless, but I still embarked on this unpromising road train with beautiful music, the beautiful Jiangnan spring scene. But I am right Have I only want to go to a place to meet someone. I don��t care about other things, I don��t care if I find her and my home, the night is already deep, but when I raise my hand, I want to When I knocked on the door, I hesitated. My hand stopped in the air and stayed for a long time. Finally, I still didn't have the courage to go in. I came to the window, they were eating, and Hua gave me a dish. I I know that Hua��s love for her is no less than me. They talked and laughed and immersed themselves in happiness. Suddenly Hua said: ��Wife, when can I be a father? She did not answer, but leaned her head on the shoulders of China. on. My heart was broken when I saw it here, but I couldn't help but let the tears flow down. There was heavy rain outside. I didn't bring anything. A person stumbled and walked toward the train station. The rain was getting bigger and bigger, the thunder and lightning were mixed, and the glare of lightning often brightened the world in front of him. When I came back, there was a sad song on the train once again: "Love is at the end, it is difficult to cover the water, love is long, hate is long, why can't I remember when you can't stay, I can't help you, I haven't cried for many years. The tears flowed like a spring, blurring my sight, blurring my world, I will never forget her, especially on the night of each thunder and lightning, my heart is no longer my own, all are boned Missing pain and sorrow.